A heart less filled

Are we all destined to hurt? Couldn't we just get the whole lot over and done with by age, like, 30, 35. My capacity to love and cherish are truly untapped. Yet I've been led down the rosy path only to have been disappointed with my choices and consequences. He so doesn't know how great I am for both of us. I flourish when love is returned in a free, uncomplicated style. I am left to tend to my feelings of distrust and disillusion. I have patience and a giving nature. Why isn't that enough, for anyone? Fool. I feel okay, really, just a bit numb. I almost don't care. The hoops are there if he wants to try. Such an optimist. Just let go, girl!