good evening all,
just wanted to reconnect with my blog after a rather long hiatus
this is also a test to see if blogspot still works
i have missed writing and plan on working towards sporadic musings
until then,
kel
good evening all,
it happened so innocently, so quickly
my stranger appeared last night
friend, a person known well to another and regarded with liking, affection and loyalty
the wound opened again
a gush of colour
simple gesture from within
at first sight
how the evening slipped by
to sit and watch from afar
a second lifetime to share....
the door does open
the warm glow of the day has not left
hello sweetheart
i've known all the words and they've become fulfilled
on quick glance
You fucks are all the same
A story.
Times bring us here
Last night, while waiting for my friend, I looked at a man who was smiling back at me. Oooh, it was one of the moments you want to capture. Desire, definitely. He even included me in the conversation he was having with his two friends. What an idiot I am! I should have introduced myself and found out his. I know he is a musician. I will remember the time 6:55 pm, Tuesday evening, Broadview station! I want to return next week just to see if he is there! Instant connections are amazing. I wrote this poem based on last night.
I figure this is simply a waste of my time writing about my boyfriend angst.
Before any of you answer, let me put the same question to you.
This is meant to be a big thank you to my family and friends who helped me get through this past weekend.
Are we all destined to hurt? Couldn't we just get the whole lot over and done with by age, like, 30, 35. My capacity to love and cherish are truly untapped. Yet I've been led down the rosy path only to have been disappointed with my choices and consequences. He so doesn't know how great I am for both of us. I flourish when love is returned in a free, uncomplicated style. I am left to tend to my feelings of distrust and disillusion. I have patience and a giving nature. Why isn't that enough, for anyone? Fool. I feel okay, really, just a bit numb. I almost don't care. The hoops are there if he wants to try. Such an optimist. Just let go, girl!
ooooh, my aching head
Okay, he finally says "I love you."
Oh, out of the blue, the young man is offering to stop in and check me out, me!
Jesus Murphy Bat Man. I don't believe it.
If you're going to give it all you've got, will that someone in return cherish you and your heart?
Why do men make us wait?
A glass to welcome
yup, i did it again.
Just a little late night poem...